National Lamb

from Finally Fun by Love & Lies

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Any second now my heart could stop beating. Who’s to say the sun won’t turn into supernova? Do you know what it’s like to always think of death? What’s stopping me from pulling the trigger to my head? My eyes could fail at any second. My lungs inhaling man-made poison gases. My mind can’t stop guessing what’s wrong with my head. Only immortal in agony, I’ll just end it already. Stab that knife into my chest. My mind imagines so I’ll make it see, and make me bleed. Wrapped in plastic where air can’t reach me, I’m suffocating. I’ll take my own life. Every pain—every ache sending signals to my brain. This is it—this is the end. I hope my bones don’t shatter. Knees to chin, scream for the end. My muscles simply tattered. Why won’t death ever come? It’s killing me. I saw my life flash before my eyes with every fiber inside my brain. Every lover made me suffer. Get away—your skin, it’s smothering me. I can’t stand your touch. Death lurks in every cut. No need to say goodbye. I never wanted you—you killed me every day. Oh, my aching heart. Every pain—every ache sending signals to my brain. This is it—this is the end. I hope my bones don’t shatter. Knees to chin, scream for the end. My muscles simply tattered. Why won’t death ever come? It’s killing me. To let it go, we don't know. Where's the crux causing this mental show? I'll sell my mind, en bloc for nil, to counterpoise—to counterpoise. Tell me why I’m dying slowly. Oh, my god. Help me see the point in living. Oh, my god. Tell me why I’m suffering. What’s the point when pain’s in the way? Emotional, physical, will it ever end the way I want it? I don’t see light anymore. Could that really be the source of so much more? Help me see a brighter future when my mind won’t leave the shade. What I would do to have it release me. Leave me

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from Finally Fun, released March 4, 2014

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